stuck in a moment,

bangifyouloveme @ 2009-12-13T21:15:00

2009-12-13T13:15:38Z

HELLLLOOO WORLD
i am back (:

heehee china was really fun minus away the deprivation of freedom of choice during mealtimes therefore being stuck with eating the same stuff day after day, all the spitting and smoking everywhere and of course, who could forget the toilets hahaha the china experience wouldn't be that enriching without the above mentioned but i suppose we really could have done without (:

i must say this trip was rlly exciting. hahaha everything that could possibly gone wrong happened we lost passports, phones, actually everything there is to lose :X we got pickpocketed, caught pickpockets, chase away pickpocket, almost got hit by pickpocket? we even had this mad rush at the airport cos our original flight got cancelled cos of the weather so like we had to find another airline who had space and all. hahah exciting much. the sights and sounds there were amazing loved going to school there heehee lessons passed so quickly! but all the exercise i had the past 11 days was climbing the mountain and chang cheng HAHAHA

love you all cherie, teohong, nicho, joncher, yanrui, meow, junru, jacob, becky <3 SEE YOU ALL NEXT YEAR HEEHEE :D

gg trg tmr at like 0730 freeaaaking early know! but ahwells! sara and ugenie are back today!!!!! heeheee super happppyyyy (: ahh my homecoming so shortlived i'm flying off tmr alr ): but am very excited for japan nonetheless :D

shit happens to world's most innocent people, that's life (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GOUGOU :D, HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEKS <3

2009-11-27T17:19:38Z

GOING TO THE AIRPORT IN FIVE HOURS AND FLYING OFF IN EIGHT OMG OMG

i shd be sleeping but ahwells (:

BYE WORLD MISS MEE :D <3

ps, sara choong i am gg to miss you BYE FOR A MONTH ):
pps, i am not gg to see ugenie for a month tooooo ): I WONT CHEAT ON YOU (:
ppps, not forgetting debs hahah miss youu ):

also, happy birthday peks a day in advance rlly sorry i won't be here love you (: <3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEBSS <3

2009-11-24T18:59:26Z

the sky tonight was extraordinarily pretty (: the clouds were like so fluffy and there was a rlly beautiful contrast btw the deep blue sky and the grey clouds! to top it off, one side of the sky was filled with plenty of starssss!!! (: heehee i likeeee. reminds me of..

&i got to see lydia todaaayyy!! (&sarah of course HAHA) :D

trg ytd and my body is still aching omg manzxzxz. did like basics and stuff was quite alright la (:

went sch today for one lesson! dont know how i managed to drag myself there:X breakfast, duty then i went home and slept for the longest whileee felt so happy aft but like had to rushhhhh to sch for china trip briefing!! briefing was mainly on safety and health issues i guess our itenary is in chinese and i freaking have no idea how to read it so i don't bother :p i have a friend who thought xiezi was socks and wazi was shoes HAHAHAHAHA :D

hello my dear lucks for your test tmr stop stressing yourself out and i give you rainbow hahaha i don't make sense but i know you unds (:

this is gg to be a reeaallly short post cos i was bored and i felt like blogging hahaha

bangifyouloveme @ 2009-11-21T22:41:00

2009-11-21T14:41:04Z

this whole week has been raining cats&dogs, ham&cheese, bread&butter, whichever you prefer. therefore all our trg changed to PT. jl is back from US alr (: first trg was PT with the guys! heehee quite funny she keep laughing at them when they did the ladder thing :X nv ached so much in like damn long manzz. restructured timatable is damn crap we have so many million hours of free blocks and the lessons are so zz but attendance is quite slack and i don't have to go to sch at the normal 0740 so like whateverrr (: last week of school next weeek! :D :D but there isn't much of a holiday it's like only abt a month. i srsly fear for next year :/

we had our first team bonding just the other night (: heehee. it was pretty fun laughed like shit at quite alot things and we kinda chose our team jacket alr! now just have to show the guys and make them like it then we can send for printing! heheh so excitinggg (:

grace zibing and i went for killiney trg today. hahaha woke up at freaking seven thinking i was late reached thr quite on time and trg didn't start till later! trg was alright just that it was different. warmup made us go :o HAHA but like other than that it was alright! i am aching like mad now though ):

kzb is trying to exploit me with her dp omgg.

I AM GG CHINA NEXT SAT wow that is rlly pretty fast! :/ but nonetheless SUPER EXCITED :D

whispers hello i miss you quite terribly..

RJ226 BOOMZ :D

2009-11-14T16:52:41Z

i love a group of people known for making an emmy award video otherwise known as RJ226 or simpler still, my pw group (: but hey guess what, WE DESTROYED PW YTD :D :D :D op was good i must say turned out so so much better than our practises and than what i had expected! hahaha. so so so please please please give us AAAAAA :D thanks guys for making pw so much more fun and everything i might actually miss our pw meetings heheh. this nine months passed pretty quickly i must say! but rlly, my heartfelt thanks to phoebe siyuan nicho and michele (: <3

I&R left and then it's really byebye peedubzz!!

went for trg this morning swear i nv ran so much in sucha long time. hahaha. was freaking tired but still managed to force myself up haha amazing manzz. we went astons for lunch aft laughed like shit at camwhore pictures then went dhoby ghaut! haha. went for ugenie's house warming! :D quite fun luh loved the little (secretly bitchy) children HAHAHA :D i reached home around midnight hahaha cinderellllaaaa :D

restructured timetable 2 starts next week sian ji puaaa i dont like that everyone around me are having hols alr! ):

on a side note, i ended my o's one year ago. hahah WOW :o

bangifyouloveme @ 2009-11-12T00:46:00

2009-11-11T17:20:51Z

pw is ending pretty soon but don't know why i think it's getting funner HAHAHA. filmed our group item at pheb's ytd. FREAKING FUNNY. i watch ten million times still laughing at the same part. love our video to the max :D the bloopers were the best though hehehe love RJ226!!! <3

went sch for dubbing and everything today, pw, basically we had combined session with RJ222 HAHA quite fun! ended up learning how to play the piano haha went j8/corro to get ingredients for baking then back to my place with ugenie and xianning (: our cake quite fail but like we ended up playing with alot of things hahaha damn fun (: WE SHD DO IT AGAIN SOMEDAY :D

watched the vid so many times till the zao an lao shi song is in my head alr hahahahaha

last peedubz meeting tmr! AW ITS ACTUALLY QUITE SAD ): spent the past nine months worrying/stressing/working on this but getting a great deal of satisfaction HAHAHA shall upload our filming pictures soon or sth! :D

bangifyouloveme @ 2009-11-05T23:42:00

2009-11-05T16:36:48Z

I miss how we kept getting into trouble together in that corner of ours and how we were 'hot topic' in the staff room for a period of time. I also miss chinese lessons where we were such a nuisance but we knew laoshi secretly loved us alot HAHA and pe lessons where we would just slack and laugh like nonstop for that whole period hahahaha it was good fun really. i rmb we toook tt photo to spite the hwachong people cos they only had the both of them while we had threeee of us heheh. rmb how we used to promise each other that we would stick together no matter what happens in RJ? i'm glad we are doing just that (: love you all so so much <3

feeling so nostalgic. i wonder if when i leave RJ i will feel the same way but yeah i know for sure i am gg to miss certain special people who make my time in here so much more worthwhile (:

anw back to reality. chinese A's ended alr i don't know what to expect so just keeping my fingers crossed till March 2010. PW OP's coming pretty soon as well but srsly am so glad the journey of PW is gg to end soon alr can't wait can't wait. (don't mistake me i got an awesome group just hate the sub:X) mahjong with half 7C on mon aft paper and truth or dare but the dare was to ans the truth qn soooooo.. (:

today was kind of the last day of school like before OP and restructured timetable 2(which isnt as bad as expected but still quite hardcore), it was our last civics and it was quite fun in a simple, happy kinda way (: miss loh's greatest accomplishment this year was that we all promoted to j2 hehehe so sweet right (: time passed unbelievably fast this year srsly its NOV alr i wna do another reflection thing but this time slowly think through everything hahaha and this is random but i feel like training, i met my dear gladys kee today!! we watched 'love happens' which was world's most boring movie and it made me fall asleep like nonstop i think i only watched 15mins of it and the funniest part was that once the show ended this guy went YES damn loudly HAHAHA btw nice catching up with you dear (:

PW prep tmr! &&& i just might be meeting my two bestfriends <3 (:

bangifyouloveme @ 2009-11-01T21:36:00

2009-11-01T13:44:56Z

carwashing and newspaper collecting made my day ytd ((:
company was fab! hehehe. we kinda got stranded at some void deck cos it was raining super super heavily :/ but it was quite fun playing itouch games and breaking into random singing. we even got a sneak peak of raffles chorale eh eh eh :D in the end we just ran in the rain all the way to j8 cos we didn't wna wait any longer :X collecting newspapers made me meet many different people from different walks of life and i even made friends with a dog named MILO ugenie and i totally owned everyone handsdown HAHAHA :D we decided that we were in Austria cos it felt so cold and christmassy HAHAHA damn retardeddddd penny and i are a public nuisance to the sony guy hahaha and we watched a SUPER funny show at bodyshop some woman insisting that she gets a 20% discount cos it's her birthday month :X thinking about it makes me wna laughhhhhh. all in all last night was good fun (:

A pity halloween got cancelled though i was kinda looking forward!!!!!

Went town with Debs today then to serene to study chinese which srsly utterly failed!!!!!!
Btw, chinese A's are tmr i die alr i think i must retake again next year knowwww ): ): ):

and SARA CHOOONG I MISS YOU <3

and and BW GOT SHOOTONG CHAMPS HEEHEE:D

bangifyouloveme @ 2009-10-28T21:43:00

2009-10-28T13:58:36Z

soooo we got back results and everything alr and the second phase of our time in RJ is getting ready to start more or less! i must say i am actually quite disappointed with my results but there's no point harping over it cos i can't do anyhting about it anymore anyway uh. so like the morning of our results we had to go to this classroom and there was a freaking cat in the class waiting for us wtheck scared the hell out of miss loh and mr lu HAHAHAH damn funnnnyyy but yeah in the end it ran away :X

IHC sports fest started ytd! played ballllll!!!! :D it was quite fun ah though we lost like almost alllll but yeah quite touching to see my BW tms fight on court alongside with me though we just knew each other on the very day itself (: thank you all reallllyyyy from the bottom of my heart! (: i am freaking tired now aching all over and i have a bruise on my face hahaha seriously world's most unfit person manzxz :/ i'm gg to play shooting tmr!!!!! hehehe superrrr exciting!! :D LET'S GO BW!!!! <3

i like life after promos i dont have to worry/think about anything and i can do whatever, i likeeee hehehe (:

chinese A's next monday! and pw op next next thurs! can't wait for these two to be over really! i am rlly gg to miss laoshi and my chinese class though srsly most fun class hahahah! :D

AND AND SHUWEN ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR O'S I KNOW YOU CAN DO IT AND IT WILL ALL BE OVER SOOOOOON <3 (:

bangifyouloveme @ 2009-10-17T23:34:00

2009-10-17T15:36:50Z

ytd had this UBER long house comm meeting my mind was kinda drifting when the second one started but okay la we got some stuff done and i think our board and everything is gg to be super super cooool :D :D :D
&thankyou wayne for waiting for me so i wouldnt get lost hahaha (:
stayover at joy's was seriously seriously like the old times we were such pigs that at dinner we spent freaking $35.70 on YONG TAU FU for four people hahaha it was actually quite funny cos we just kept taking ignoring our dear sarah at the side asking us to relax hahaha but we finished up everything in the end i think :] took some frog infested road back to her place and we were practically running through hoping nothing would suddenly jump up at us all of a sudden :X the CBD are gg to cut an album soon and they sound quite good, right, right, right?? :D went to the rooftop and everyone started coming hehe we justsat there and talked and talked and talked and sarah was rlly damn gross HAHA (you rlly have to agree with me on this one:p) we went swimming at 1am in the morning and like some neighbour complained about us but rlly what's new we were just screaming at the top of our voices :X showered and everything then our battle with the cockroach began resulting in a broken light bulb and a bunch of refugees moving to the living room to sleep hahahaha i love sarah for being so brave :]
I managed to wake up this morning for peedubs! took some ten thousand year long busride to schooool we got like locked out of schoool for awhile and teohong saved us while he was on his way to run HAHA we didn't do much it was quite retarded but okay luh :]

went barrage with my family just now cos my dad wanted to 'check it out'
brother: eh actually this place quite nice to propose to your girlfriend
mother: huh what? if someone proposed to me here i will ask him to go to hell
HAHAHAHA damn funny around us was like cranes and cranes and more cranes cos like some parts were still under construction hahaha
i suddenly feeeel like eating ice-cream from island hahaha tmr is visit grandparents day i srsly haven't seen them in ten thousand million yearsss :X

&i shd rlly start trying to study chinese soooooon two more weeks till A's!!! :o

bangifyouloveme @ 2009-10-16T02:02:00

2009-10-15T18:18:17Z

tdy was a stupid day cos i went to school for civics and chinese but civics was pretty cool it was more of singing session heehee :)
&someone threw banana skin at me so i didn't wna talk to him for 6hours and now he doesn't wna talk to me hahahah omggg. met meow aft schooool :) we watched julie&julia and that retard wants to learn to cook and then create a book called julie,julia&mel HAHAHA what the hell right but i love you all the same (: met like abit of my team aft tt and had dinner tog, first in a long long time! stayover at joy's tmr i'm rlly happy but bfore that i have got to do peedubs and there is a five and a half hour house com meeting i'm gg to attend and it was meant to be a holiday! But actually i don't rlly mind i like it when my days are busy somehow heheh and they are all for a greater good :] i called pek last night to wish her gdluck for her last paper and ask her if she wanted to eat dinner today and our convo was quite funny

me: ehh what time you end tmr? we planned to play ball at 10....
(bfore i could finish she butted in)
pek: OHOH so funn but eh i'm gg for movie with my class tmr i can't play
me: UHH i wasn't inviting you to play ball i wanted to ask you for dinner..

HAHAHA quite funny right! heheh love you la pekkk :) i know you love me too my velly welly special friend :D &anyw we didn't even play ball in the end. hahaha we were all consumed by our laziness, what's new? :X

i am gg to start my mission, siyuan and nicho say i'm being idealistic but i guess maybe it's possible i don't know but i think i am rlly gg to give it a shot :] i honestly wonder how long i am gg to laaassstttt!!!! :X

i miss abcdefghi alot alot end year holidays are here again i hope we rlly would spend like alot of time tog!! HEHEHE :D

bangifyouloveme @ 2009-10-14T22:03:00

2009-10-14T14:42:06Z

i am having alot of fun nowadays too much probablyy, spent like a hell alot of money fueling shopping sprees as well as movie dates but hehe met up quite alot with my sc tms these dayss so i guess that makes me a happy girl (:

peedubs is stressing me like crap nvm one more month till it's all over so relieved/glad that we managed to submit a rather decent looking WR rushed like craazzyyy with siyuan on sunday just to get to queensway to get it printed we were delayed by many MANY unforseen circumstances so like you can probably guess that sunday was definitely definitely not a good day AT ALL.

timatable freaking screwed so many million hours of breaks in btw classes it's kinda dumb rllly srsly attempted to do chinese during break today but kinda failed hahaha we are doing some tennis thing for pe now which is quite fun really :) i watch federer play and i tell myself all the time i am gg to pick up tennis but i never do so like i guess this is kind of a good start hehe lectures gg on as usual and chinese lessons are like twice as long as per normal which is kinda draining but okay i like my chinese classs (:

i am so so so so so excited to go china at the end of the year even if it means missing the SC KL trip i guess, but that's only cos like almost half the team not going? :X heheh trg starting next week already quite excited yet don't rlly know what to expect? i rlly rlly rlly hope we would grow in number hah :X

kk i am going to do chinese now (HAHAHA)
judgement day is scheduled for the 26th Octoberrrrrr :/ :| :( >:

bangifyouloveme @ 2009-10-08T23:51:00

2009-10-08T16:49:49Z

PROMOS ARE OVERRRR :D
i feeeel...salvation HAHAHA okay i shut up :p

7C ended promos a day earlier than nicho and i! but nevertheless we still had our class party ytd as planned (: it was actually quite fun and and and i was their fire starter hehehe :D played cards the whole night and hehe i kept winning :D :D (heh kk i shhhhhh)

PW OP lecture today was..quite waste time:X oceans outing cancelled today cos last min sudd everyone started cancelling on uss sup irritating so like whoever went for lect went out plus teohong&tjoa haha we ate and watched Phobia 2 i almost died in there swearrrrrr but i loved the last story alot FREAKING FUNNNYYYY cherie and i just laugh and laugh non-stop for like 20mins and i am not even exaggerating :X lepak abit then went seperate ways! went town w biong for awhile to scout for sth but we mission fail it was cathay to crash sarah's pw grp meeting hahahah joy came aft tt and we talked quite alot :X i saw cassan and yz and crashed their dinner cos we didn't wna line up and we watched the world's most boring movie hahaha we thought like 5hours passed alr then i checked the time only one hour passed hahahaha freaking dumbb i swearrrr we walked around after that for abit and the shops started to close on us so we left hehehe

there's some CCAL conference tmr which is gg to last nine hours and i'm gg to get killed by it so so so freaking zzz PW after that really hope we finish our WR tmrr!!! :D i am so bored now i wna go sleeeeepp!!!!

bangifyouloveme @ 2009-10-03T22:24:00

2009-10-03T14:37:25Z

so now i am halfway thru promos and i feel like dying alr but no, i can't die right now cos it's only three more days till all this is over and then i can do whatever i like without guilt hehehehe :) but whatever there's still PW, SIGH
papers so far has beeen... what dyu expect died ytd though after 6hours of writing-econs and chinese. went courts to play cards and ended up playing ball with nicho, marcus and tjoa hehe tjoa's layup is classssicccc thinking about it still makes me laugh :X haven't touched ball for super long super super super off form >:( ahwells trg is gg to start in a matter of weeks i hope we will eventually end up being the ideal team, really (: so so excited!

went to study w mel todaayy the lights pissed us off so we tried finding space in the library but don't have so we like left i went to find my two bestfriends haven't seen them for so long and i laughed super hard today hahahaha oh oh and i saw chia peisze!!! quite cool cos just a few days ago she was just saying how she missed me irritating (actually cute) voice HAHAHA. and now my brain feels like it's gg to explode from all the chem (do so long only do 2chaptersss:/) i guess that's why i think chem is gg to destroy me on monday but hahaha what's new? :X

countdown to the end of this torment: 3 DAYS
hurhurhur screw promosss

bangifyouloveme @ 2009-09-27T23:52:00

2009-09-27T16:01:44Z

promos in three days promos in three days promos in three days

i.am.freaking.scared :/

I swear this is ten thousand million times worse than o's TTM can't wait for next week when my ordeal is over(next wed next wed!!!!) pw teacher is stl hospitalized RJ decided to have sympathy on us and give us time to study for promos instead of worrying our asses off abt pw emails and unconsulted WRs so deadline postponed till aft promos thanks for lengthening my torment being seventeen srsly sucks when you have to study your ass off instead of doing what people who are seventeen do on tv hahaha i guess that's reality for you.

on a side note, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEOWWWWW :D :D :D
some of us surprised her at her place this morning hope you enjoyed yourself today (despite econs tuition) takecare of hamster_&hamster_ kk!!:D :D :D I want a baby from itttt :D HEHEHE. buying hamsters with bong and siyuan was the most exciting thing ever this week i was so happy just buying the hamsters HAHAHA and and in your face, I AM A PET LOVERS CENTRE MEMBERRRR hahahaha :D

wellllls till next weeeek, it's time to hit the sackk!

bangifyouloveme @ 2009-09-13T21:38:00

2009-09-13T13:59:07Z

'thursday's studying was gooood hahaha we had so much fun deciding what to eat, going t the park t see zb and her BAND, and then studying monopoly/oligopy while playing with some rlly pretty crayons hahahah. hehe i think i rlly miss hanging out with you and I'M JUST SO GLAD WE DID [:'

Aw pekkk you made me feel so happy (: coming friday, coming friday!!! :D I realised i really reallyyy miss youuu !!! paparazzziiiiiii :D OMG CHINA BLUE DOLLSSSS HAAHAHAHAHHAHA <3

holidays are over alr and i didn't do anything. hahaha. but what can i do w promos two weeks awayyyy gone mad srsly school starts tmr i'm quite happy at least i get to see people and and and like see everyone in the same shit as me so i won't feel so lonely HAHAHA but i kinda have this feeling i'l be freaking stressed after seeing all of them :X

kk back to PW WR is srsly stressing me outt ji sian de worhzxzxxzxz ):

hehe i just a 15min convo w my chinese teacher she hear my name and she was like 'naughty girl shen me shi' HAHA but daymeee i have chinese promosssssssss ):

OH YA and hi someone who is really special see i told you i blogging abt you HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH :D

OH NINE TO THE POWER OF THREEEEE :D

2009-09-09T15:05:01Z

IT'S 090909 today so i decided to post (: Heehee i didn't realised what date it was today until i went online and saw people's PM haha come to think of it, without school, i really actually lose track of time my calendar now is not the day or date today but how many more days left to promos which sadly, is now a REALLY short 21 more ): spent my week studying it kinda sucks but don't know why i feel like i haven't been doing much urghh chem and math mock tmr hahaha i definitely am not prepared

on a side not i bought really pretty crayons todayyyyy :D

I saw debs coincidentally ytd when i went KAP to studyyy!!! SUPER HAPPY HAHAHA. she studied awhille w me aft her friend left then we went back tog! the three people next to my table ytd was ULTIMATE GROSS TO THE MAX it was so freaking disturbing i felt like asking them to shut the hell up hahahh their conversations were so...weird :/

Siyuan went yoyoyo to an old aunty today which i thought was quite amusing HAHA

alright it's time to hit the sack i am so tired i think i could sleep for an entire day straight heehee

bangifyouloveme @ 2009-08-31T01:22:00

2009-08-30T17:45:38Z

I got nothing to blog abt hahaha i'm like dying of boredom but i have a new plan: focus on promos, ensure that i get promoted and AFTER that i can play and train as much as i want without any qualms:D

not bad right not bad right?:D
Mr Tan says he aspires for me to become a chemical engineer ha-ha-ha i love my chem teacher, do you? :D

if a person gets hungry after 30mins means she's weird, not? (: stop being so boastful about your one month holiday laaaaaa AFTER my promos you watch me playyyyy!! HEEHEE S TO THE POWER OF FOURRRRRR (: &HAHA you made the jacket which smelt nice become smelly HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

hehe, bye world! :D
HIATUS FOR THREE WEEKS :D

Endless Rantingsss,

2009-08-29T18:17:18Z

I sudd remembered what Pek said when we last met about how we must always always hold on to the memories we once had because it's all we'v got to keep us together..but we def have to create new ones too. I remember so many things about us it scares me all the little things we do all your silly antics and it's amazing how we actually hardly fight or quarrell throughout this 4/5/6 years though i must say we def did have our disagreements :X

I remember how we sang 'love me' in the void deck at redhill while waiting for the rain to stop and jl was telling us how awful we sounded but we didn't care despite the stares of random people walking past us
I remember how we kept getting screamed at by our seniors and were told how we were the 'most naughty/problematic batch ever' then kept getting punished with endless rounds aroud the track and nightmarish pumpings
I remember how we were busted playing in the gym (seeing if we could fit two ppl running on the treadmill/see who can hang longest on the pull-up bar) and john banned us from watching our senior's games which made us super sad
I remember how to make him forgive us and let us go support them we wrote so so so many pages of 'i'm sorry mr teo we promised not to do it again' collected them all then tied it nicely with a ribbon and putting it in his pigeon hole
I remember how every single honours day we would tell each other how we were going to go on stage eventually
I remember how jl would scream at us for not being serious during training and not showing her that we want it
I remember pek bursting out with laughter at jl cos she said 're-ta-ted' while scolding me and resulted in all of us laughing along
I remember how we used to complain to jl bout everything that we felt was unjust in school
I remember how we promised each other Bdiv 08 was gg to be the most amazing season everrr (and it so certainly was)
I remember how we lost our game against bedok north and we were scared/emo unsure of what our next game would bring and were hit by a sudden realisation that C'div 06 would re-enact
I remember the joy we felt after the unity game, how everyone had looked down on us and how on that day we showed EVERYONE that SC Basketball was not a fluke and def how we made jl sup happy and touched at how we played (:
I remembered how we finally got honoured
I remember how during grad night we didn't cry at the prospect of leaving each other cos we knew we wouldn't be
I remember how joy almost burnt the entire chalet down and killed all of us
&then i remember our promise to always stick together regardless where who or what we become <3

I can so picture us 20 years down the road with children and careers and still looking back on our growing years laughing about everything and nothing (: I hope you people never ever become just aquantances i say hello to on the streets.. Ahhhh i'm feeling so nostalgic now ): I miss youuuuuuu. can't wait for monday when we get together and... HAHAHA (: I think sometimes i'm actually too long-winded ha-ha-ha

I wonder if when i leave RJ i will have this many fond memories to takeaway with me..
But with the few of you, i probably would (: See you all tuesdayyyy!!! :D

i think about what siyuan said and realise i am too emotionally attached to everythingg i wonder what's gna happen if everything is taken away and it scares me, i think too much :/

On a side note, promos in one month's time!! :o
I need to s-t-u-d-y :/

bangifyouloveme @ 2009-08-20T23:48:00

2009-08-20T15:53:49Z

Looking through photos make me feel so lucky and happy there's this warm fuzzy feeling inside of me (: a great thing to feel just bfore bedtime really hehehe i think i have everything anyone could ever ask for so i really shouldn't be complaining about anything (: I'm gg to think twice bfore the phrase 'life sucks' come out of my mouth(HAHA) &in attempt of being a hardworking girl i'm trying very hard to be on par with ugenie in terms of tutorialssss its working it's workingg :D

I have an added incentive to go to school now HAHAHA it actually prevented me from ponning 3days alr ehh :o

embrace the moment <3

baby goodbye doesn't mean foreverrr

bangifyouloveme @ 2009-08-15T00:17:00

2009-08-14T16:35:57Z

I'l start my post with a pictureee (:

First trg for Adiv'10 today started with a bang with only four people trg. HAHAHA. ahwells i believe it will get better as time goes on and when we seriously get down to trg..hopefully! school has been pretty much the samee which is good and bad i guess haha and and this week my dear friend turned seventeen (: we had a chalet to surprise her and it was quite alright i guess it was funny how siyuan sudd barged into the room at 6am odd to announce tt he was gg to watch the sunrise but nobody cared abt him, he locked us out of our toilet, offed our aircon thinking it was the heater then went out and apparently fell asleep even before the sun rose HAHAHA on the real day itself abcdefghi came to surprise and we had operation 'don't let zibing know that we are here' BUT our dear pek went around shouting announcing our arrival to the world hahaha studied at mos aft tt and i left for dinner and tuition with the usual people (:

alot of people are falling sick nowadaysss!! like ytd more than half the clique didn't come to school it felt rather odd i haven't been late this whole week and amazingly this week passed rather quickly sept hols are coming time is passing so quickly it scares me and leaves me thinking what am i gg to do/be when i leave this place.. nonetheless i'm looking forward to the next long weekend!

went hodge lodge for the first time in my life today to play games played uno stacko with my classmates and our forfeit for losing was to use the kareoke machine to sing a song and i lost then dew lost so we were supposed to sing but some people were hogging the machine and then the machine broke down so too bad too sad we didn't get a chance!

I'm so bored i wna finish all my tutorials this weekend though i don't think i will actually do so tmr is the day i'm gg to catch up on my sleep i am so excited it's the best thing that happened this week ha-ha-ha i'm actually serious

you never really realise how much you treausre something until it's gone
that is so totally true i can't agree moree

bangifyouloveme @ 2009-08-02T23:08:00

2009-08-02T15:10:11Z

I'm posting cos some weirdo who can't stand her baby picture wants me to so her pictures will be gone, HAHAHHA. So anw I'm so nice i decided to post. Hahahaha. she ask me to post how nice she is by getting out of the 950 queue but the truth was she was being DAMN MEAN keep threatening me tt she'l leave me there and she couldnt go home cos she has no passport/bag/handphone, so friends. please don't be deceived by her (:

anw PVP ytd was quite funnnn &gryphons cup!! Hahaha Grace and I won runnerups for 2-ball! HAHA super fun! &to think at the beginning nobody wanted to join with me! HAHAHA. Dinner there and aft that had this DAMN LONG talk with Sebs & Zb. takecare joy and peks it was really sad you couldnt come ytd!!! ): and joy we totally didnt meet the entire week though we had such great plans. HAHAHA.

I seriously have nothing to blog abt you know:X HAHAHA. oh im meeting some tchr in the LT2 tmr morning for i have no idea what pretty nervous abt it and and flag raising has officially commenced omg i feel like dying at the very thought of it goshhhhhhh ):

bangifyouloveme @ 2009-07-30T00:26:00

2009-07-29T16:38:55Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY (loser) XINFANGGG!!!! :D :D

haha! really hope you did enjoy your day today and since it was your birthday i let you bully HAHAHA. You know we thought you would be damn shocked to see us but instead of being speechless you started nagging at us on how you thought we were at remedial/studying HAHAHA funny eh you (: anw happy seventeenth and PLEASE BE MORE MATURED (at least like me laaa :D :D ) GLAD WE MADE YOUR DAY :D <3

school's been rather hectic recently don't know why the days seem longer and there are so much more deadlines to meet! PW written report due next weeek!!! srsly say bye to my sleep manzxz :/ haven't been doing much lately i feel so deprived of basketball and guess who are the champions for gryphon's cup thanks so much dew for turning up and playing for us thus leading to our championship PLEASE KNOW WE ALW HAVE A SPOT OPEN FOR YOU hehehe no pressure! (: tt game kinda played like crap hahh i only like my first move HAHA oh and thanks coach yuangst (:

parent teacher meeting. PVP (!!!!!) and gryphon's cup all happening this saturday can't wait manzxzxzxz :)

I'm running my 2.4 tmr hahaha like....finally? :p

HAHAHHA GUESSS WHOOOOO!!!!! :D :D :D :D
JI CHIO DE WORHZXZXZXZ ;)
(eh eh i nv say who hor so i didn't spoil any reputations!!!! )
anw, credits to... ASK ME WHO :D (in order to keep info on the model private)
HEEEHEEHEEE

GOOOOODNIGHT WORLDDDD (: <3

bangifyouloveme @ 2009-07-22T23:42:00

2009-07-22T15:43:45Z

sudd feeling as though i don't have anyone that's close to me why does everyone seem to be slowly drifting awaayyyy

bangifyouloveme @ 2009-07-19T01:03:00

2009-07-18T17:24:39Z

trg today was seriously like mass gathering so many people came down sc felt warm and homely but, hey, since when was it ever not? (: i poured my innest deepest thoughts and feelings to sarah aft trg and she walked me home (:

met up with si zhi lao hu in the aftn for gladys's birthday lunch! it didn't really feel like we haven't seen each other in forever though it really has been the longest while we took some of the most retarded pictures EVER and talked and talked till there was nobody left in the restaurant but us :) sara left then walked around and cherie left abt six plusss! then gladys and i walked around for damn long. hahaha i bought my running shoes today and so i can do pe on monday like finally after half a year hahaha omg right thank you for accompanying me though your feeet were totally killing youuuuu!! (: we went to this shop and like we were laughing at one section of the clothes and half an hour into it this sales girl comes to us and say 'hello welcome to our shop' it made us go into a fit of uncontrollable laughter :p we walked somemore then headed back next time wna go shopping call me kayyyyyy our new interactive activity!!! :D friends, let's not make our next meetup 1000 years from now (:

&today i realised how much i really misss sc :( i can't really believe that we were all counting down so excitedly till the day we graduate when we were in sec four!!!! &I realised when we are with each other we totally let ourselves go and do the most retarded things everrrr i'm glad i met my favourite people todayyyyyyyy (:

watched harry potter ytd and it wasn't as good as my excitement was worth it made me scream you know you know

i'm feeling really random and i'm listening to national day songs. hahaha come to think of it i really love singapore, it's where all my most beautiful memories and my most treasured people aree (:

i srsly hate it when ppl don't reply my msgs when they are really really urgent >:(